about
im trying hard to get back to the real world
and as of late i think im almost there
im getting better...i think i found the meaning
for waking up and feeling so aware
i bet this is what it feels like in hell
when you cant control your body
you cant control your health
this isnt just a senseless act
to me its so much more than that
i play this game of hide and seek
im always hiding
im using all the strength in me
to overcome this mental thing
and now im finally breaking out
and i wont fall apart
so recently i left myself a few times
it felt so good to know i wasnt there
ill get to know this person taking over
and hopefully he'll wash away the fear
i guess this is what it feels like in hell
when you cant control your body
cant control your health
this isnt just a senseless act
to me its so much more than that
i play this game of hide and seek
im always hiding
im using all the strength in me
to overcome this mental thing
and now im finally breaking out
and i wont fall apart
an act of god?...nah
a human being
fighting in a battle
that most of us have seen
a miracle?...nah
its all on me
fighting for my own life
cause nothing comes for free
this isnt just a senseless act
to me its so much more than that
i play this game of hide and seek
im always hiding
im using all the strength in me
to overcome this mental thing
and now im finally breaking out
and i wont fall apart
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Strings,
released November 3, 2018
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